creeping into my mind,
with the shadows of night –
I find you there as always.
The sinister master,
of all my discontent,
the one that made me unhappy –
for ever after.
Balancing on the edge of insanity,
replaying over and over again,
the songs that remind me of you –
like a mad phantom of the opera.
While the notes crash in crescendo,
the last tragic aria,
we acted in together –
while you showed me the dark side of you.
Keep hearing the echo,
of the slamming door,
the silence now weighs so heavy –
you could cut it with a knife.
Oh, how I would love,
to have you play with my mind again,
just leave my heart in one piece –
the glue now is coming undone.
Where are you my sinister master,
turning my smile into a frown,
there on your thrown –
with your golden crown gleaming.
While here I start drowning,
in a dark whirlpool,
storm clouds sending thunder bolts up above –
lightning flashing, thunder crashing.
Into the depth of insanity I stray
and you, you are so far away.
If you should suddenly appear –
know I am no longer here.
I’ve become unfeeling,
numb no longer caring,
my love now in tatters –
shattered beyond repair.